When was the last time you had a meaningful conversation with someone?
Most people wouldn't remember..maybe because they have not tried having it in a long time or maybe because they don't have someone to have that sort of conversation lately..or maybe they are not brave enough to start a conversation that matters ..or maybe they are just afraid to show their vulnerability.
The worst part of all this when you really need to have some sort of connection with someone or sign that the world is not yet discouraged of you..and when you a re afraid or when you need to just vent your feelings..you don't find a single person worth it or interested in it.Because at the end of day not all the people like you.Some people just like the things you do for them.
Then there are pets and teddy bears you can talk to or blogs to say what you can't to others..but it is not the same..you just need a human to know,accept,understand your emotions and assure that you are not alone in all of this..Give some hope..that ultimately good things will happen to good people and all your efforts will bear fruit someday and that someday is not that far away.
I remember that feeling when I used to talk to my friends and they used to get it "just like that"When we used to make pacts about the future and talk about how we would and wouldn't want our lives to be.When we used to discuss all the things in the world right from reservations for the under privilliged to ideas and anonymous charity to the our dream weddings and charming princes to what kind of people we want to become and all of it. Those were just the normal days which seem extraordinary these days.
I guess somewhere along the line we all just give up on the idea of opening ourselves up and not being afraid to who we are or being too nice or too caring or too kind..because of those painful heartaches we get for being a good person.But we forget that the future someone to whom we are cold is being punished for the coldness shown by the past someone.Everyone deserves a chance to see the real you and the greatness lying inside of you.
So here's what I'm gonna do.I am gonna stop giving up on people.I am gonna bring back those commonly extraordinary days and just hope to find someone who would wanna be brave enough just like me to start a conversation that matters with me.
Most people wouldn't remember..maybe because they have not tried having it in a long time or maybe because they don't have someone to have that sort of conversation lately..or maybe they are not brave enough to start a conversation that matters ..or maybe they are just afraid to show their vulnerability.
The worst part of all this when you really need to have some sort of connection with someone or sign that the world is not yet discouraged of you..and when you a re afraid or when you need to just vent your feelings..you don't find a single person worth it or interested in it.Because at the end of day not all the people like you.Some people just like the things you do for them.
Then there are pets and teddy bears you can talk to or blogs to say what you can't to others..but it is not the same..you just need a human to know,accept,understand your emotions and assure that you are not alone in all of this..Give some hope..that ultimately good things will happen to good people and all your efforts will bear fruit someday and that someday is not that far away.
I remember that feeling when I used to talk to my friends and they used to get it "just like that"When we used to make pacts about the future and talk about how we would and wouldn't want our lives to be.When we used to discuss all the things in the world right from reservations for the under privilliged to ideas and anonymous charity to the our dream weddings and charming princes to what kind of people we want to become and all of it. Those were just the normal days which seem extraordinary these days.
I guess somewhere along the line we all just give up on the idea of opening ourselves up and not being afraid to who we are or being too nice or too caring or too kind..because of those painful heartaches we get for being a good person.But we forget that the future someone to whom we are cold is being punished for the coldness shown by the past someone.Everyone deserves a chance to see the real you and the greatness lying inside of you.
So here's what I'm gonna do.I am gonna stop giving up on people.I am gonna bring back those commonly extraordinary days and just hope to find someone who would wanna be brave enough just like me to start a conversation that matters with me.
