Thursday 3 May 2012

Moving on..?

I decided to move on.. and i thought I had moved on. But I don't even know what does this term "move on" mean. How can u just destroy your unconditional love for a person in just one "thought" and then show or rather show off to the world that you have moved on..? I feel it can never happen in life that you just decide to forget someone who had been an integral part of your life and then act as if today you don't give a damn to that fellow.It is just the bitter truth that you and me don't want to accept. It is just to show yourself and that person that you are bold enough to live without him/her.Today, I can proudly accept that even today i have a soft corner for a person who "was" a part of my soul.. who completed me. But now I have started "coping" with it. I cannot say that time has healed everything for me but for sure it has helped me a great deal. Even I tried those silly tricks of involving myself in stupid stuff.. but then ultimately I knew that I was doing all this just to get over it..So... I stopped trying.. because all this made me remember it more and more. And I certainly didn't want to experience that pain again and again.I decided to face the situation and then end it.I sorted out my mind and I enlightened myself to the fact that , that xyz person"was" my "past" and I am my "present" and only I can decide my "future". I was determined to control my thoughts. I decided not to think about it anymore. Because what had to happen had already happened. Now no worse than this can happen.When can a person make his weakness his own strength..? When he first recognizes his weaknesses and then assures himself to act upon it.
Convert your nightmare into your sweetest memory and always try to recall the good part of it in life and keep on smiling..!

Wherever I am .. wherever I will be.. your presence will always be immortal in my heart.
Even if my heart expresses its feelings to somebody or not.. you will remain forever in my heart..
It is said that we are not alone in this crowded world.. but unknowingly this heart creates a loneliness. but I assure you are and will be with me..
Somewhere in the heart.. memories don't ever want to leave it..
Somewhere every scene and every picture gets foggy..
Somewhere people are happy in the new colors of life..
Somewhere even after possessing each and every luxury in the world heart tells to itself.. that I am  not alone in this crowded world.. But unknowingly why am I  creating a loneliness.??? Still I assure you will be here in me.. with me..
Somewhere the overshadowing past's roots enter deep into the heart..
Somewhere if the string breaks the beeds of the necklace get shattered..
Somewhere people allot a place in the heart for something new.
Somewhere people keep candles of memories in their churches of heart..
Whatever it is ... I assure you.. I promise you , you were, are, and will be forever with me...!!!!!