It's just the way it is..

So I spent this day;
After a lot many days,
In such a way,
Which should be the way
To spend each day..
Being glad for everything
That is mine and everything which isn't..

At first I thought,
Too much of happy could mean sadness later on,,
But on second thoughts I concluded,
Too much of happy could even be wonderful..

It wasn't fair to be happy alone
But then I looked around hoping to find
*Somebody* to share the happiness with
I guess it wasn't time yet
For that *Somebody* to come
So *Nobody* had to fill in for *Somebody*

I guess it isn't fair to be alone alone too.
In the end..
Its just the way it is,isn't it?
But this isn't the way,is it?
So I tried to change that
Ultimately failure was all I got.

And then came a beautiful thought;
If holding on to it made me miserable,
And a lot..
Maybe letting go could make me happy ..
And a lot..
And so I did it.
Maybe for the better.
Maybe for worse.
I left that upon time to tell..

I wanted to laugh
Without fear of the future,
But I was scared
Of what comes next..
Yet again I was sure of,
What is meant
Would find its way..
Its just the way it is..isn't it?
It just is..

Second Chances....

These chances are rare to find,
Destiny is seldom so kind..
Cant afford to mess up this time
I know the mistakes were all mine...


The moment is here...
There's no room for fear..
    The feeling which I've got is queer...

This coin is now tossed;
Keeping my fingers crossed;
I don't know whats it gonna be,
But today I'm ready.

     Its not fair to give up like this...
    On someone whom i miss
    Every second and minute of the day,
   Or has it been too late for me to say...

That I've made mistakes,
Yes, I've made mistakes...
Or is it the fate which says...
Never mind...its okay...

      My heart just cant settle for it
      Because it believes in love
      And love believes in faith
      And faith in hope...

This ray is the last one...
Which helps me cope;
After this the sun will set...and the darkness will be met...
But I can certainly  bet..

     Tomorrow the sun's gonna rise again..!
     With those infinite rays will come the boundless happiness!
     Tomorrow there will be a second chance..
     And a new romance..

There will be and end to all ails..
Cause love never fails...!!

Missing YOU :'(

 That Night....
That night when you lay in the hospital bed
And I, sitting on the couch
With my glistening eyes wide open
And my brain shut down

Kept on thinking about you
You and only you
Why do bad things happen to good people?
And why only the good people who are mine?

I really wanted to be with you there
You faced all the pain, all the sickness all alone
You never ever asked me to be with you
You never demanded me to be there
You didn't even tell me about your condition
You never used your right over me

Why you did it all alone?WHY?
You felt bad.. I felt even worse...
Or rather the worst.

You never did like the way you were
But I liked YOU, the older YOU....
Why on earth you had to change?
Who told you to do so?

Yes, I didn't like it,
I didn't like the new you
I couldn't accept it
Couldn't accept somebody else in your body
You were like YOU
And now you are not YOU

Can't you please come back?
Cause I really really need YOU this time..
I know I am never going to tell you this,
But even if you come to know, I would just hope YOU would understand..
Please come back...Please..
Because,I..
I was just missing a friend,missing YOU...

Why..?

Why don't you like me?
When I like  you so much..
Why do you make me cry?
Cause I make you laugh out loud..

Why am I waiting..?
Waiting for something
Which is never going to happen..

Then why do I think..?
I think about you
Listening to every romantic song on the earth...

I never told you..
That I can't live without you
Its only that
I don't want to live without you..

Why does my heart then
Skip a beat..?
Whenever I listen
To your magical voice on phone..

Why do I
Fight with my mind to believe you're Mr. Right
When I noe
You are MY Mr. Not So Right?

Why I am just too scared..?
Just so desperate..
To tell you..
To tell you I love you..

Why do I feel restless?
When you're around me..
YOU're near ME..
YOU're with ME..

Why do I try to fix..
Your Initials in my signature..?
Why do I dream about you?
Why do I try to find out
Silly reasons to be with you..?

I don't know where I stand..
Where I am..
But you...
You are with me..
Within me..
Beside me..

Why are you just so perfect?
Why do you complete me?


I really hate it..
I hate it when you're always right..
I hate it when you make me cry..
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call..
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you..
Not even close..
Not even a little bit..
Not even at all..


I want you to want me...
I need you to need me....
I love you to love me....

Sources: some movies:)