It's just the way it is..

So I spent this day;
After a lot many days,
In such a way,
Which should be the way
To spend each day..
Being glad for everything
That is mine and everything which isn't..

At first I thought,
Too much of happy could mean sadness later on,,
But on second thoughts I concluded,
Too much of happy could even be wonderful..

It wasn't fair to be happy alone
But then I looked around hoping to find
*Somebody* to share the happiness with
I guess it wasn't time yet
For that *Somebody* to come
So *Nobody* had to fill in for *Somebody*

I guess it isn't fair to be alone alone too.
In the end..
Its just the way it is,isn't it?
But this isn't the way,is it?
So I tried to change that
Ultimately failure was all I got.

And then came a beautiful thought;
If holding on to it made me miserable,
And a lot..
Maybe letting go could make me happy ..
And a lot..
And so I did it.
Maybe for the better.
Maybe for worse.
I left that upon time to tell..

I wanted to laugh
Without fear of the future,
But I was scared
Of what comes next..
Yet again I was sure of,
What is meant
Would find its way..
Its just the way it is..isn't it?
It just is..