How crazy can I be?

(Dedicated to the one and only you...)
Crazy to not even notice the color of your shirt at the party
Crazy to accept and start believing that you are still as hot as you used to be be when you didn't shave
Crazy to sometimes think that "what if I get a burn If I touch you?"
Crazy to look at you and think"How can anyone on this earth be so sexy?"
Crazy to not even look at you properly fearing I might get lost in your eyes and then no one could stop me from staring at you like an owl
Crazy to start getting jealous from every girl you talk to or basically anyone except me
Crazy to dream about you the whole night and keep on thinking "What would happen if we did this and that and what not!?"
Crazy to try and step into your shoes and think about me from your mind ( or lets say heart)
Crazy to plead God to stop the time ereytime when you are near me or even out hands brush against one another
Crazy to become so much nervous dancing with you that I actually collide
Crazy to go on and dance with some other guy I don't really like just because you are dancing with that "some other girl "
Crazy to always wish hat you were my boyfriend whenever an eyelash breaks and falls on my cheek
Crazy to not wash my right hand for two days when you touched it for the first time
Crazy to always scold myself for not noticing you since past 12 years (when we were together in the same school and still are i guess)
Crazy to forget that you don't belong me and I don't belong to you.I practically have no right over you
(Oh I wish that was false)
Crazy to practise those "couple dance" steps with my friend from past two weeks
Crazy to be scared to hold your hand for once..cause once I hold your hand, I know I'll never ever leave you alone
Crazy to imagine your reactions on every little thing I think I would tell you
Crazy to always save your messages in memos and put a password lock
Crazy to think about you everyday,every hour,every minute,every second...
YES! I am Crazyyy..!
I am really CRAZY about you!

Love
Me

Why..?

Why don't you like me?
When I like  you so much..
Why do you make me cry?
Cause I make you laugh out loud..

Why am I waiting..?
Waiting for something
Which is never going to happen..

Then why do I think..?
I think about you
Listening to every romantic song on the earth...

I never told you..
That I can't live without you
Its only that
I don't want to live without you..

Why does my heart then
Skip a beat..?
Whenever I listen
To your magical voice on phone..

Why do I
Fight with my mind to believe you're Mr. Right
When I noe
You are MY Mr. Not So Right?

Why I am just too scared..?
Just so desperate..
To tell you..
To tell you I love you..

Why do I feel restless?
When you're around me..
YOU're near ME..
YOU're with ME..

Why do I try to fix..
Your Initials in my signature..?
Why do I dream about you?
Why do I try to find out
Silly reasons to be with you..?

I don't know where I stand..
Where I am..
But you...
You are with me..
Within me..
Beside me..

Why are you just so perfect?
Why do you complete me?


I really hate it..
I hate it when you're always right..
I hate it when you make me cry..
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call..
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you..
Not even close..
Not even a little bit..
Not even at all..


I want you to want me...
I need you to need me....
I love you to love me....

Sources: some movies:)