Wouldn't that be..???

Eyes closed..Slideshow starts..
Wouldn't that time be wasted when I didn't tink about you..?
Wouldn't that math sum be "solutionless" if you wouldn't help me..?
Wouldn't that journey from school to home be booring without you and your "News of the day"...??
Would my exam go off well if we were not to discuss the strange objectives from the corner of the textbook..?
Wouldn't that day not become a stressburster if you were not with me to share that "vadapav" with me during the tution break..?
Wouldn't that "Birthday..!!!!!" be just a "Birthday" if you were not there to give the sweetest surprises..!
Wouldn't that piece of cake feel bad if it were not to go into your mouth by me..?
Wouldn't  planning my "Christmas Party" be such a tedious thing to do if you were not there to help me out..?
Wouldn't those streets feel lonely if you were not pass by them often and meet me accidently..??
Wouldn't "કેના"  be "સેના " without you..???
Wouldn't that cycle ride be meaningless without you..?
Would 16th February 2011 be a Legendry day if you wouldn't have tried your super best to console me and wipe off my tears..?
Wouldn't "LIFE..!" be "life" without you..??
Would I be Me without you..?
Eyes open..Eyes Glittering..

Moving on..?

I decided to move on.. and i thought I had moved on. But I don't even know what does this term "move on" mean. How can u just destroy your unconditional love for a person in just one "thought" and then show or rather show off to the world that you have moved on..? I feel it can never happen in life that you just decide to forget someone who had been an integral part of your life and then act as if today you don't give a damn to that fellow.It is just the bitter truth that you and me don't want to accept. It is just to show yourself and that person that you are bold enough to live without him/her.Today, I can proudly accept that even today i have a soft corner for a person who "was" a part of my soul.. who completed me. But now I have started "coping" with it. I cannot say that time has healed everything for me but for sure it has helped me a great deal. Even I tried those silly tricks of involving myself in stupid stuff.. but then ultimately I knew that I was doing all this just to get over it..So... I stopped trying.. because all this made me remember it more and more. And I certainly didn't want to experience that pain again and again.I decided to face the situation and then end it.I sorted out my mind and I enlightened myself to the fact that , that xyz person"was" my "past" and I am my "present" and only I can decide my "future". I was determined to control my thoughts. I decided not to think about it anymore. Because what had to happen had already happened. Now no worse than this can happen.When can a person make his weakness his own strength..? When he first recognizes his weaknesses and then assures himself to act upon it.
Convert your nightmare into your sweetest memory and always try to recall the good part of it in life and keep on smiling..!

Wherever I am .. wherever I will be.. your presence will always be immortal in my heart.
Even if my heart expresses its feelings to somebody or not.. you will remain forever in my heart..
It is said that we are not alone in this crowded world.. but unknowingly this heart creates a loneliness. but I assure you are and will be with me..
Somewhere in the heart.. memories don't ever want to leave it..
Somewhere every scene and every picture gets foggy..
Somewhere people are happy in the new colors of life..
Somewhere even after possessing each and every luxury in the world heart tells to itself.. that I am  not alone in this crowded world.. But unknowingly why am I  creating a loneliness.??? Still I assure you will be here in me.. with me..
Somewhere the overshadowing past's roots enter deep into the heart..
Somewhere if the string breaks the beeds of the necklace get shattered..
Somewhere people allot a place in the heart for something new.
Somewhere people keep candles of memories in their churches of heart..
Whatever it is ... I assure you.. I promise you , you were, are, and will be forever with me...!!!!!

The Lost You..!!!

Neele nilam sa behta hua yeh sama.....nili neelam si khamoshiyaan.... na kahin hai zamin na kahin aasman..

sarsarati hui tahniyaan..... pattiyan keh rahi ki bas tum ho yaahan..... sirf main hoon meri saansein hai aur meri dhadkanein.....aisi gehraiyaan...... aisi tanhaiyaan..aur mein sirf mein...... aur apne hone mein mujko yakeen aa gaya..!

Ek baat hotho tak jo aayi nahi.. bas aankho se hai jhankti......tumse kabhi.... mujhse kabhi kuch labz hai voh maangti......jinko pehenke hotho tak aa jaaye voh......aavaz ki baho mein bahein dalke ithlaaye voh.. lekin jo yeh ek baat hai..aisaas hai ... ehsaaz hai.. khushboo si hai jo hawa mein tehelti..... khushboo jo beawaaz hai..jiska pata tumko bhi hai..... jiski khabar mujko bhi hai.... duniya se bhi chupta nahin ....yeh jaane kaisa raaz hai..?

Jab jab dard ka badal chaya ... jab gum ka sehra lehraya.... jab aansu palko tak aaya... jab tanhaa dil ghabraya....hamne dil ko yeh samjhaya.. dil aakhir tu kyo rota hai..? Duniya mein yu hi hota hai....yeh jo gehre sannate hai.... vakt ne sabko hi baate hai.. thoda gum hai sabka kissa.... thodi dhoop hai sabka hissa.... aankh teri bekar hi num hai.... har pal ek naya mausam hai.. kyun tu aise pal khota hai.. dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai..?

Dilo mein tum apni betabiyaan le ke chal rahe ho toh zinda ho tum..... nazar mein khaboon ki bijliyan le ke chal rahe ho toh zinda ho tum..hawa ke jhoko ke jaise aazad rehna sikho.. tum ek dariya ke jaise lehro mein behna sikho.. har ek lamhe se milo ghole apni baahein.. har ek pal .. ek naya sama dekhein ye nigahein.. jo apni aankhon mein hairaniyaan le ke chal rahe ho toh zinda ho tum.. Dilo mein tum apni betabiyaan le ke chal rahe ho toh zinda ho tum..!!!!

You might have undergone metamorphosis..after reading all. this..You might also recall that these line are from the movie "Zindagi na milegi dobara" As the title itself suggests life is one and only one..! In your busy schedule you rarely get a chance to think about others..If not exactly "others" then definitely the missing things of life which CAN contribute to your" perfect life" . But "time" being the obstacle between YOU and the INNER YOU doesn't permit that..So the only option left is to become fearless and let the world go to hell.. and you get lost in search of yourself..Or should I say.. "The Lost Self" in this crowded yet lonely world...! So get out and try to find that special feeling.. that desire which only you can rekindle..! `

Teachers...!

Not only a teacher but also a guide;

Thinking of you raises my head with pride.

Not only a teacher but also a mentor;

Bundles of knowledge who did render.

Not only a teacher but also a friend;

Defidence in me who helped me mend.

Not only a teacher but also a shoulder ;

Stood by me rock solid like a boulder.

Not only a teacher but also a ray of hope;

Shining bright during the substances I was not able to cope.

Not olny a but also an innovator ;

What I am , you are the only creator .

Not only a teacher but also a voice;

Prompting me to make the right choice.

Not only a teacher but also an educator;

You helped me flourish and grow better and better.

Not only all this but also dear teacher...

You are the gardener for which we flowers were able to nurture..!!!

Dear friend....

                                             Dear Friend
I feel like cursing the world;
For not producing the word..
Which can perfectly define you;
Still I would like to tell phrases a few....

Thankyou for enhancing my life,
With a pich of sweetness and spice..
For being a memory to cherish;
When you managed to vanish.

Proving to be the ray of hope;
When I was not able to cope.
In the days lonely and bleak,
When tears rolled down my cheek.

You were the one ;
Who supported me when none...
Lyrics dont set into a song,
When you are not along.

For me...
You were the fragrance of my flower,
You were the base of my tower.
But for making such a friend .. I confess
The same world I would like to bless..!!

This  is for you " my bestestestestest(innumerable times) friend"..You are an inseparable part of my heart and soul..! You will stay with me in my memories  forever and immortal..! Cherishing our magical times together...with sparkling eyes and a million smiles..Missing you.. (p.s everything is in yellow!)

One Fine day...

One fine day...

When the dawn awakened the drowsing world;

And pulled out the blanket of darkness,

From the coushion of the hills..

The sun rose glittering and gay.

Floating on the horizons

Of the Foamy clouds ..he sighted...

In the gardens of heart

Resided the season of love

And on the branches of memories

Blossomed innumerable buds

of the past moments...

Unknown Unheard desire

Awakened but still asleep sees that

Second by second , minute after minute;

Gushing away life

Like a new day every day

But still the same old life

The same old life..

With a pinch of loneliness

A spoonfull happiness,

And the escence of

Friendship,love and trust...

And this made me realize;

Time swaying away like breeze

Passed by whispering me that-

In the garden of hearts

Is residing the season of love

And on the branches of memories

Are blossoming innumerable buds

Of the past moments.................

Little Lilly..!

Amongst the blooming blossoms

I saw a quietly mischevious flower

Lost in her own world of fantasies

And the satisfaction shown on her face...

Showed her gladness

Tiny rain drops made up her cover

Honey bee played the role of her lover

Other blooms were her forever friends

Water bieng her mother..

Supported life of all those who bothered

What not she had in life..?

Love to be the happiest of all

Friendship that was above all

Mother disguised in water

Life could not be better..!

She made me comprihend

Existance of those whom I anticipated...

Today I accept ..

Was enough for me to win over the world..!