The Lost You..!!!

Neele nilam sa behta hua yeh sama.....nili neelam si khamoshiyaan.... na kahin hai zamin na kahin aasman..

sarsarati hui tahniyaan..... pattiyan keh rahi ki bas tum ho yaahan..... sirf main hoon meri saansein hai aur meri dhadkanein.....aisi gehraiyaan...... aisi tanhaiyaan..aur mein sirf mein...... aur apne hone mein mujko yakeen aa gaya..!

Ek baat hotho tak jo aayi nahi.. bas aankho se hai jhankti......tumse kabhi.... mujhse kabhi kuch labz hai voh maangti......jinko pehenke hotho tak aa jaaye voh......aavaz ki baho mein bahein dalke ithlaaye voh.. lekin jo yeh ek baat hai..aisaas hai ... ehsaaz hai.. khushboo si hai jo hawa mein tehelti..... khushboo jo beawaaz hai..jiska pata tumko bhi hai..... jiski khabar mujko bhi hai.... duniya se bhi chupta nahin ....yeh jaane kaisa raaz hai..?

Jab jab dard ka badal chaya ... jab gum ka sehra lehraya.... jab aansu palko tak aaya... jab tanhaa dil ghabraya....hamne dil ko yeh samjhaya.. dil aakhir tu kyo rota hai..? Duniya mein yu hi hota hai....yeh jo gehre sannate hai.... vakt ne sabko hi baate hai.. thoda gum hai sabka kissa.... thodi dhoop hai sabka hissa.... aankh teri bekar hi num hai.... har pal ek naya mausam hai.. kyun tu aise pal khota hai.. dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai..?

Dilo mein tum apni betabiyaan le ke chal rahe ho toh zinda ho tum..... nazar mein khaboon ki bijliyan le ke chal rahe ho toh zinda ho tum..hawa ke jhoko ke jaise aazad rehna sikho.. tum ek dariya ke jaise lehro mein behna sikho.. har ek lamhe se milo ghole apni baahein.. har ek pal .. ek naya sama dekhein ye nigahein.. jo apni aankhon mein hairaniyaan le ke chal rahe ho toh zinda ho tum.. Dilo mein tum apni betabiyaan le ke chal rahe ho toh zinda ho tum..!!!!

You might have undergone metamorphosis..after reading all. this..You might also recall that these line are from the movie "Zindagi na milegi dobara" As the title itself suggests life is one and only one..! In your busy schedule you rarely get a chance to think about others..If not exactly "others" then definitely the missing things of life which CAN contribute to your" perfect life" . But "time" being the obstacle between YOU and the INNER YOU doesn't permit that..So the only option left is to become fearless and let the world go to hell.. and you get lost in search of yourself..Or should I say.. "The Lost Self" in this crowded yet lonely world...! So get out and try to find that special feeling.. that desire which only you can rekindle..! `

Teachers...!

Not only a teacher but also a guide;

Thinking of you raises my head with pride.

Not only a teacher but also a mentor;

Bundles of knowledge who did render.

Not only a teacher but also a friend;

Defidence in me who helped me mend.

Not only a teacher but also a shoulder ;

Stood by me rock solid like a boulder.

Not only a teacher but also a ray of hope;

Shining bright during the substances I was not able to cope.

Not olny a but also an innovator ;

What I am , you are the only creator .

Not only a teacher but also a voice;

Prompting me to make the right choice.

Not only a teacher but also an educator;

You helped me flourish and grow better and better.

Not only all this but also dear teacher...

You are the gardener for which we flowers were able to nurture..!!!

Dear friend....

                                             Dear Friend
I feel like cursing the world;
For not producing the word..
Which can perfectly define you;
Still I would like to tell phrases a few....

Thankyou for enhancing my life,
With a pich of sweetness and spice..
For being a memory to cherish;
When you managed to vanish.

Proving to be the ray of hope;
When I was not able to cope.
In the days lonely and bleak,
When tears rolled down my cheek.

You were the one ;
Who supported me when none...
Lyrics dont set into a song,
When you are not along.

For me...
You were the fragrance of my flower,
You were the base of my tower.
But for making such a friend .. I confess
The same world I would like to bless..!!

This  is for you " my bestestestestest(innumerable times) friend"..You are an inseparable part of my heart and soul..! You will stay with me in my memories  forever and immortal..! Cherishing our magical times together...with sparkling eyes and a million smiles..Missing you.. (p.s everything is in yellow!)

One Fine day...

One fine day...

When the dawn awakened the drowsing world;

And pulled out the blanket of darkness,

From the coushion of the hills..

The sun rose glittering and gay.

Floating on the horizons

Of the Foamy clouds ..he sighted...

In the gardens of heart

Resided the season of love

And on the branches of memories

Blossomed innumerable buds

of the past moments...

Unknown Unheard desire

Awakened but still asleep sees that

Second by second , minute after minute;

Gushing away life

Like a new day every day

But still the same old life

The same old life..

With a pinch of loneliness

A spoonfull happiness,

And the escence of

Friendship,love and trust...

And this made me realize;

Time swaying away like breeze

Passed by whispering me that-

In the garden of hearts

Is residing the season of love

And on the branches of memories

Are blossoming innumerable buds

Of the past moments.................

Little Lilly..!

Amongst the blooming blossoms

I saw a quietly mischevious flower

Lost in her own world of fantasies

And the satisfaction shown on her face...

Showed her gladness

Tiny rain drops made up her cover

Honey bee played the role of her lover

Other blooms were her forever friends

Water bieng her mother..

Supported life of all those who bothered

What not she had in life..?

Love to be the happiest of all

Friendship that was above all

Mother disguised in water

Life could not be better..!

She made me comprihend

Existance of those whom I anticipated...

Today I accept ..

Was enough for me to win over the world..!

Live it your way!

Life

Be the way you are...

Be youself..

Enjoy each and every moment..

Forget regrets,grief or sorrow..

Love it and just live it..!!!!

Cauz this is the first and last chance..

U will get this once.. never again..

Its an adventure .. take it..

Its a challenge... accept it...

Its a race... win it..

Its a stage... perform your best...

Its a roller coaster.. ups and downs.. but still

thrilling and ever refreshing...

Dont think tooo much..

Its just your life...Go... and live it...

A diary entry.

9 Aug. 2011 10:00 pm

Hello diary..!!! I know you missed me a lot... but I cant help it...

You know how much busy I am.. Ok so the news is that today I have got

my Science homework done and English portion is about to be completed

by tomorrow.Finally..!!! I would be free enough to take a deep breath

with a sigh of relief..But you know what diary..!!?? On this not so very

special evening I found something so unique..so special..I ACTUALLY dont

have words to express it ! Today while sitting in the garden,the silence

was the only thing to be heard ...It was a kind of "nothing to do " feeling!

Boredom had set in ..Little did I know that a lovely surprise was waiting for me ..!

If I had nothing to be happy..no reason to be sad.. nothing to think

about and no gossip to share with friends..but that did not mean I was going to let loneliness surround me...

So my ultimate idea was to find some fun in carving out dreamland creatures out of the clouds...

That was the most entertainig thing to do at THAT point of time...

And you know what the best part was..??I came across such an "all in one" cloud that I could make a dragon, whale,

witch ,penguin and bush..!!Later i realized that I had discovered an eternal truth about life..!!!

One single thing can be seen from different veiws with a new object

turning out every time but still the same cloud.I wanted that cloud to stop for me but it went away swaying

along the breeze.. this made me compare the cloud with life.!

One life ..so many different people with unlimited new experiences..!! Like a new day every day ,

fresh thoughts evey time but still the same life... gushing away like the brook..not a second to stand and wait...and we the people like the leaves and flowers

floating on it ,lost in its flow going on and on and on!! Create new adventures and make it more interesting and lively..!!

I was not able to recognise for what my face was smiling and eyes sparkling.!

What could be the reason for this unknown happiness??? It was like a purity had set in..a wisdom had entered

my soul...!! I had experienced happiness ,grief ,rage,pity ,sympathy ,empathy but this was definately

something unusual..This feeling cannot be classified among all those.It was strange or I can say that an

unexplored feeling..So my pretty little sweet message to all fellows of the world: "Forget regrets ,grief and sorrow..enjoy

 its each and every moment..enhance it with your smile..get ready to be at your best. Its a stage for Shakespere

and a rollercoaster with lots of ups and downs for me..Its nothing but your dearest life..!! Go out!

 Love it and just live it!!! " Thankyou.. Thankyou..!!I know I am the best..isn't it??